Can Running Help Me Fall Back In Love With Writing?

ā€˜If running creates a void, then writing fills it.ā€™

Sergey Faldin šŸ‡ŗšŸ‡¦

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I canā€™t seem to write recently. Other than my newsletter and a few bits of journalism here and there ā€” which can hardly be called ā€˜creative writingā€™ and falls more under the bracket of ā€˜technical writingā€™ or ā€˜reportingā€™ ā€” I havenā€™t written anything in months.

To say that it freaks me out would be an understatement.

I was always the one to support Seth Godin who said things like: ā€œThereā€™s no writerā€™s block just as thereā€™s no talkerā€™s block. You show up and write.ā€ But then, I feel so agitated on some days, I donā€™t even want to talk. So perhaps there is writerā€™s block as much as talkerā€™s block. Sorry about that, Seth.

Still, what I used to think of as ā€œwriterā€™s blockā€ wasnā€™t a block at all ā€” it was laziness, which is fairly easy to fight with willpower (and which I did). This time, however, it feels less like that and more like complete and utter paralysis. I have no trouble sitting in front of a computer and opening a blank page. I have no trouble writing a sentence or two. I am not terrified of the blank page, as many writers claim to be when they have a block. I donā€™t see the point in writing. There isnā€™t anything I want to say. Or maybe there is, deep underneath the rocks of my subconscious ā€” aā€¦

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Sergey Faldin šŸ‡ŗšŸ‡¦

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